stress...nature's way of saying fuck you

am i allowed to swear on my blog? am i going to get an email or get booted out of blog-land? i'm sure i will find out soon enough.

so...the floor is coming tomorrow and i hope it goes well. i really, really hope it goes well.

i've taken my migraine medication because, well, i have a migraine. i think the stress is getting to me and my little pill, fiorinal, to be exact, is going to chill me out. first it speeds me up, this is the time where i lug the boxes from upstairs to downstairs, do the garbage, recycling, compost, get the laundry out of the basement, change the sheets onthe bed, feed the cat, and make a cup of tea. and then the slow stupid part sets in where everything is a little wibbly like being under water and i can feel my jaw unclench, and the light from my computer screen is freakishly bright, like staring into a laser...which is now.

Soon, i will put on pj's and stare at my cat. she will yawn and i will try and grab her tongue. she'll turn her back on me for grabbing her tongue but not leave. when i get really drowsy she licks my eyebrows until they stand straight up and C will come home and find a very surprised looking, but asleep me.